dragondreamer99

Hi hi!

I never seem to stick around for long, coming and going... how rude (I actually am very sorry... I just dont sound it *bites lip*).  Being as I've been a design student for awhile now and as such have a head full of designeyness - dont we all - I might try and overcome my fear of uploading again because apparently not everything I touch is crap... apparently...

People who feel like I've ignored them, please know I'm not ignoring you!  (*waves*)

Good advice from a wonderful person; "Just Smile"
^-^

Helloooo,

It's a bit strange, the last few years my birthday always made me nervous but I'll be 20 by next Monday and I couldn't be less fazed by it.  Probably a good thing.  And it hardly matters really, no matter what age I turn I'll still have the mentality of a child (or a magpie... shiny! )

Joined Potions and Snitches... woo ^^... I cant believe how nice people are on there, it's awesome ^^

And I've finally decided to upload some pics too, I've been in Photoshop every spare second to try and get a feel for it again in an effort to convince myself I'm capable of learning design at uni (it's a pathetic attempt I know but I cant think of anything else at the moment and I havent really got too much time on my hands anyway).  I'm still so nervous but I'm getting a bit excited too... after all, it's possible I may be able to convince people I'm smart enough to be there ^^

Anyway, I might take some shots next monday (celebrating my birthday at the beach like every year ^-^) so I may put them here.  Hope everyone's doing good, staying safe and smiling lots (and lots and lots ^-^)

Make me birthday extra special and drop by and say hi!!!

Tata for now ^^
x x

Hi all,

I've been gone so long!  I've been around here and there but I'll make a better effort to stick around this time.  There are a bunch of people on here I've really missed chatting with and I'll make sure to send messages k?

How's everyone been?  

Studying is fun... mostly... at the moment it's professional writing and next year it'll be uni... heh, you have no idea how nervous I am (I'm hardly smart enough to be there, I'm still convinced I got in on a glitch and they'll chuck me out at some point... not to mention being around that many intelligent, talented people...

Anyway, wondering if I should perhaps upload some of the photos I have or not bother... hmm...

Hope everyone is healthy, happy and having fun!  Oh, after-thought; I'm on Potions and Snitches now too as sproutchild if anyone reads that sort of thing.  And I also know I owe someone a piece of writing and I hope that someone knows it will be done eventually (as all things inevitably are with me )

smile lots my muffins x

Hi hi,

School is finally over (kinda, sorta, almost, etc) - I have books to send back and apparently a cetificate to pick up (woo, feel the excitement ) but its pretty much over so I'll be back on here in a day or two and upload some stuff and talk to people and exist again.  Bad state of mind lately.  Hoping it will go again soon.

oh, and the whole turning 19 thing went... well... it was three days and three different groups of people to celebrate with and despite feeling very loved and having a bit of fun, I managed to fuck up the day that meant the most to me all by myself (I dont swear often but it seemed appropriate )  so now the birthday that meant the most to me (apparently) is hard to remember because it makes me hate myself... oh the fun...

ah well, guess the key is not to remember.  negativity over for the moment, I also have a livejournal-y thing... funnily enough I'm using it the same way I use ff.net, just for a different fandom... rather redundantly too since I'll be posting it on ff.net anyway... I did have a point ^-^ if you wanna read bad fanfics (and an inaccurately old profile) - www.fanfiction.net/~dragondrea…
if you wanna read bad doctor who fanfics - sprout19.livejournal.com/
I'm naughty... I just wanted the extra reviews and prettier pictures ^-^

anyway, off to fix up the well and truly overdue chapter 4 of one of the aforementioned fics, think about which pictures are the least bad and which I might post here and feel guilty for leaving my friends on here so long ('specially and , sorry! )

oh, and by the way... does anyone like hello kitty enough to think i should get this cute little plushy one? cos i do ^-^

Hi peoples ^-^

Its scary... and exciting... and all kinds of terrifyingly scary and exciting things... im 19 now.

well, technically i will be at 8.37am tomorrow but yeah...

and ok its a birthday - anticlimactic and not terribly scary but it still is... scary and exciting... a bit...

and im making no sense because im tired by the way

*sighs*

its been such an odd day (beach, fish and chips, the usual thing we do to celebrate )

i dont think i mind being 19, i like the sound of it (which is probably good since i dont really have the option of going forwards or backwards ^-^), but ive imagined being 19 since i was little (for a multitude of reasons), mostly because i was sure that at this point i would be completely happy and that this year would be the best one of my life (honestly, i thought that for years )

i hope i dont screw it up.

anyway, somehow ive managed to turn this into a depressing event and so im going to be happy and go to bed and have lots of fun tomorrow... as a 19 year old... weird ^-^

night